maanantai 31. elokuuta 2020

THE LAST AFTERNOON OF AUGUST

THEN

Briefly, under an azure sky
the golden leaves
fell in sunshine
& hope soared
in my mind
which knew
there was none.

NOW

Under white clouds
pregnant with cold rain,
tree branches shed
their faded leaves
into a rising, sharp-edged
breeze, which
brings back
memories of the
vast desolation
of the treeless Lapland tundra
during deep-buried years
and my parents
are there,
just beyond
vision.

STILL

My foolish mind
embraces
these wind-awakened
memories, and
leaf-like, hope
rides the cold wind
as the last August
afternoon grows old.

31.08.2020

24 YEARS

Tero(1968-1996)

You are in an eternal autumn
in our memories,
in the season of fading youth
and fading life,
when the landscape in final
bright display
flourishes in the growing
cold and goes to sleep.

There won't be a coming spring
in which to wake up,
no new buds of leaves
emerging as gnarled roots
grow in thawed soil,
deep below rising, bright
green grass.

No, only an eternal
autumn of golden leaves
falling, suspended
in the calm azure of the sky
reaching beyond
for the dark depths
of the October nights.

31.08.2020

tiistai 25. elokuuta 2020

THE IMMORTALITY OF ACTAEON

To see the divine Artemis bathing,
the form of the great huntress
reflected in the cold,
shimmering liquid,
and to run with tiring hooves
chased by your own hounds
through the beloved hunting grounds,
where many a stag and boar
fell to your arrow and spear;
shall we lament this,
the fate that befall to Actaeon,
or note the immortality
his sight of the proud goddess
gave to him? Ever running
through the woods and meadows
where the bees of his father
gather their nectar,
ever feeling the sharp teeth
tearing his flesh as he falls
to the ground, succumbing,
only to once more step to see
the waters of Mount Cithaeron
and Artemis and her maiden host,
once more and ever more,
undying, ever-living, the hunter
and the hunted chasing life.

25.08.2020


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perjantai 21. elokuuta 2020

A GREEK VAMPYRE IN HADES

Butchering maidens
on his tomb
the Greeks
let the shade of Achilles
in Hades
to drink their blood
and taste an echo
of the life
Apollo's arrow
had broken.

Then they sailed
off, to
shipwrecks and assassinations
and to sorceresses and cyclops
and so forth,
while the hungry shade
lingers in Hades hungering,
awaiting for cut arteries
to sprout red liquid
on his grave.

21.08.2020

TO THE PRIMEVAL OOZE

Let us go back
down to the deep black waters,
in the slow, strong currents
where no one can swim,
past the skeletons of
extinct whales;
let's us seek the embrace
of the abyssal mud
in the lightless sediments
of the world's memory.

Here it began,
four billion years ago,
and we shall not go
from ashes to ashes,
earth to earth or dust to dust,
but from mud to mud.

03.09.2015-20.08.2020


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maanantai 17. elokuuta 2020

BETWEEN THE SEASONS

Is it the first night of the autumn? Or
the last night of the the summer?

Under the few, pale stars scattered
on the sky, 

the tree branches still pregnant with leaves
rustle in the sharp breeze;

the summer leaves and the
shiver-carrying herald of the long

ice-edged months when the leaves will lay
frosty and glimmer

in the light of bright stars,
above and distant and unreachable,

like the beloved dead
in their abandoned graves.

17.08.2020

sunnuntai 16. elokuuta 2020

WIND IN LATE AUTUMN

Cold wind rips yellow
and orange leaves
from the branches
of trees, alders
and birches and junipers,
scattering the last
harvest of ther year.

08.10.2014-16.08.2020

lauantai 15. elokuuta 2020

WHAT REMAINS

To PRC

Haven't spent
an hour in the
overgrown backyard
since you left;

in the soft light
of mid-August evening
I still can see you
sitting there

a year ago,
as all your dreams
and hopes
had turned to dust

in my fumbling hands.
Now messages
have stopped,
and I'm leaving;

and on the glass
table of the backyard
a dead plant
I bought for you.

15.08.2020

perjantai 14. elokuuta 2020

GOTHIC AUTUMN

A gothic sort of autumn evening
brooding weather, rain
and clouds threatening;
perfect for reading
The Monk, Melmoth The Wanderer
or The Devil's Elixirs,
but all I've got is Joseph Andrews
by that guy who died in Lisbon,
and his ghost never met
all those poets
inhabiting Fernando Pessoa.


10.09.2017-14.08.2020

I KNOW WHICH ONE I AM

1
Everybody is going
to die,

but some people
will live
before they die,

and some people
won't.

2
I know
which one I am.

I could have
died

the day
I came out
of the womb

the wrong way
blue bruises
on my hips,

and I
would not have
lived a day less.

14.08.2020

tiistai 11. elokuuta 2020

HERE, WHERE IT ALL ENDS

The days fall into
oblivion's crushing arms,
petals from a withered rose
dead amidst a drought
beside a fountain
which once ran lush;
here we among crumbling,
parched stone
remember and lament the days
that were
and the future
we made out of them.

11.08.2020

2020: THE WORLD SAVED FOR DYING

These are the years when the old
is dying painfully, 
and nothing new
is allowed to take its place -

the future yearning to be born
is aborted with batons
and the old Caesars
are brought back

to gaze wisely over
the spreading flames,
serene in the knowledge
that it shall be like this,

the Messiahs not coming
to be crucified, just massacred babies
in Bethlehem among the many,
the world saved for dying.

11.08.2020

THIS BRIDGE IS FALLING

The days now are bitter
and they are short,
even the summer days
with the tethered Sun
have passed in the shadows
of my entombment like the
days of the winter solstice,
dying as they are born
of the feeble embers of the stricken Sun.
They hurry, across this teetering span
thrown over time
which is still what, in desperation,
is called a life,
crumbling in the lightless abyss
before them.

11.08.2020

THE RENEWING OF THE WORLD

1
I know that when I am gone,
and become dust with your bones and ash,
the summer Sun will shine as bright as then,
snows shall glitter as scattered diamonds
under the glowing winter Moon, and
rainbows shall arch across the skies
when all smells fresh after spring rain.

I know that, but I also bitterly know
that after you went, the pale Sun
has never shined as bright,
the snowfields have been dim under a lesser Moon
and no rainbow has crossed the sky
when the cold, hard rain has stopped falling
and I have smelled decay in the air.

2
The world awaits its renewal
on the day after the impaired senses
and the despairing mind
have found what they shall call peace
when they encase the remains in the soil.
The Sun shall shine bright,
rain shall fall and the grass growing
shall smell good to passer-by's,
and the snow shall glitter when the
winter Moon drowns the stars,
but I, I shall not have
back what is now achingly gone,
I shall have not peace in the grave,
for I shall not be.

11.08.2020

MONTE CRISTO

How many hours have I been
outside this summer? Not
many. I am separated from the
yellow light shifting,
wave-like, across green foliage,
and bright grass, moist from dew,
by these prison walls of my own
actions, built by my own bumbling
hands with stubborn
and fatal inadequacy. In
this foul-aired darkness I
am buried until red and brown
and pale yellow fall the leaves.

11.08.2020

AFTER THE FALLEN TREE WAS CLEARED FROM THE ROAD

In the bright light of
the October morning,
the warm blue sky drawn
over the storm-wrecked landscape
fails to cast away
the chill of autumn.

03.10.2015-11.08.2020

sunnuntai 9. elokuuta 2020

AT THE END OF THE LONG DAY

At the end
of the long day
the Sun, 
low, burns
the treetops,
the last light
almost reaching
my overgrown yard.

21.07.2013-09.08.2020

LIFE IS A GRIEF

Life is a grief
which breaks us
piece by piece,
with endless patience,
until nothing
is left.

09.08.2020

maanantai 3. elokuuta 2020

NRA

Some people love human beings,
some people love guns,
guns that end the lives
of loved human beings.

03.08.2020

QWERTY

An early
May morning,
my greasy hair itches
as I sit here,
typing with two
fat fingers
moving upon
the keyboard,
smelling coffee
being brewed,
and I contemplate
the action needed
to be able to drink
some of it.

24.05.2014-03.08.2020

sunnuntai 2. elokuuta 2020

AT PEACE

A calm, warm night of June,
alive with the sounds of birds,

I write this beside an open window,
letting my mind merge with
the sights, sounds and smells
of the summer night
I am at peace,
finally at a moment of peace

and

I could let
this moment go and on,
live my whole remaining life
frozen in this one moment
of peace,
when everything feels right
and I'm not hurting.

26.06.2013

lauantai 1. elokuuta 2020

REST BEFORE RISING AS MOUNTAINS

Life should be
a rest from death,
from the heavy soil
crushing us to dust,
scattering our atoms
and throwing them up
in mountain ranges
and beating wings
soaring above
with lungs breathing
us in, one
air molecule
after another.

01.08.2020

FOLDED LIGHT

Somehow,
after awakening to the soft light
of five am, slept again
to the fuller, deeper light
of nine am, hours
scattered upon dreamless slumber
that might have been death
if not for resurrection
to this plane of bitter heartbreak,
full of echoes of doppelgänger
light from gone years
shimmering in melancholy.

01.08.2020

perjantai 31. heinäkuuta 2020

FIRST POT OF COFFEE

Morning has dawned
when I make the day's first pot of coffee
as the cats meow beside their
trays still holding
last evening's food;
morning has dawned,
and I am listening to yesterday's news
of craft to Mars and Earthly turmoil,
waiting for the coffee to drip
as light dances on the wall,
late messages from a Summer
that has passed me by,
inside these walls where I wait
for days as dark as the
black coffee I now drink.

31.07.2020

lauantai 25. heinäkuuta 2020

THE WICKED PRIME PRIME MINISTER OF OZ

God tells me to do
terrible things,
and who am I -
a devout
family man,
to say no?

So, your Will be done,
on Earth as it is in Heaven,
For the kingdom and the power
and the glory are yours forever,
Rupert. Amen.

25.07.2020

maanantai 20. heinäkuuta 2020

WE CAN'T AVOID IT

We want the
cherished dead to live on
in the young,
emerging in their features,
gestures
and words,

not just continuing
a family,
and a memory 
of a life,

but the life itself
that was interrupted,
frozen in time
at a moment
we call death.

20.07.2020


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sunnuntai 19. heinäkuuta 2020

SURFACING

The day passed
in sleep, dreamless
abyss

releasing its grip,
allowing to surface
once more

into tired, exhausted
consciousness on
the dead calm

surface of reality,
trapped like a fly
between two window-panes.

18.-19.07.2020
THE PRISON OF THE MIND

How bitter
this prison
built from
life with
our own
hands is
to inhabit.

Caged denizen
of our own
edifice, condemned
by our own
deeds and
the sentence
we gave:

Life,
to be wasted
as a jail
for its builder,
who still
cherishes as
the greatest treasure
the key
to the unlocked door.

18.-19.07.2020
AMY LOWELL(1874-1925)

If only you would have been a man,
an obese, rather ugly man,
loving women, 

then it would have been all-right;
your status as a major poet
would not have suffered -

but, alas! You were a
woman, and a middle-aged,
overweight one,

and all the obese,
rather ugly men
could not forgive you

that you were a lesbian
of the kind
their friends wouldn't paint

cavorting nude and pink
beside some
Arcadian stream.

19.07.2020

lauantai 18. heinäkuuta 2020

THE NIGHT WIND

The night wind
awakes memories
of autumns from
long gone years,
but the birds that
chatter in the gloom
only speak of the summer
that has come.

I choose the
memories, let them come
like high tide
over sorrows.

24.05.2013-18.07.2013


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perjantai 17. heinäkuuta 2020

HOW EASILY

How easily we harm
people, the loved
people who
are all we are, 
even when trying
to help.

Ignore
their plight,
and they die
through your selfishness;
try to help
and your clumsy,
misguided attempt
dooms them.

Either way,
you send them
away into the sunless
death, in the airless
void, the oblivion
of thought and being.
You, to all you
loved and cared about,
deadly.

17.07.2020
coming to us all

it could end
just now
suddenly
and not
have time
to realize
is as terrifying
as to know
and awake
to weeks
of remembering
that death
is coming
and of course
it is
to us all

17.07.2020
THE WORDS THAT ENDURE

Letters on tablets of clay,
scribbled on shards of pottery
in cuneiform and hieroglyphs,
will endure with their sentiments
past the ephemeral existence
of all our emails and text messages,
and with them, some echo
of their writers will reach
past us to generations in far
future to whom we shall be silent.

17.07.2020

torstai 16. heinäkuuta 2020

ALCIBIADES

When the house is on fire,
and the way to the Persians
is blocked by the
armed men waiting outside,
listen to the roar of the flames,
draw your dagger and seek
your death in swift shafts.

16.07.2020
A PHILOSOPHER CAN NEVER ADMIT BEING IN WRONG

When the Athenians had sentenced him to death,
the astronomer Anaxagoras escaped to Lampsacus;
the nature of the Sun and the Moon
were not reason enough to die for.
Better to live, teach
and see them sail the great void.

The material things of the cosmos
have reality beyond the human arguments
and need no human sacrifices
to confirm their existence,
unlike what exists solely
in the thoughts of human beings.

When the Athenians turned their condemning
gaze on Socrates a generation later,
he stayed to drink hemlock and die;
preferring martyrdom for debating
on some foreign agora and
allowing the Athenians think they had won.

16.07.2020
TO THE END OF EVERYTHING

At the beginning
is the birth
of the end,

and at the end
is just
the end

of everything
that came
between

the first cry
and the last
breath.

16.07.2020

keskiviikko 15. heinäkuuta 2020

THE HANDS THAT HOLD THE OIL LAMP

When archaeologists opened
the tomb of an Etruscan princess
in ancient Tarquinia's necropolis,
her skeleton lay among princely goods
and remains of a funeral feast,
but they soon looked past all the glories of the lost
and were amazed by a little oil lamp
that had been hanging on the tomb wall
for two thousand six hundred years...

When the kings of Rome ruled, it hang there,
when Rome fell to the Celts it hang there,
when Rome burned Carthage it hang there,
when Caesar laid in a pool of blood it hang there,
when Nero watched Rome to burn it hang there,
when Constantine won on Milvian Bridge it hang there,
when Alaric sacked Rome it hang there,

all through the dark ages and the renaissance
it hang there as the popes came, schemed,
went to their graves and got their sainthoods,
through the conquests of Napoleon
and Garibaldi it hang there,

the petty Savoy kings
and the pompous fascists
and the corrupt politicians came,
schemed with the Mafia,
molested underage girls,
and got killed, dethroned,
or slapped on the wrist,

and still it hang there
until the tomb door was opened
and a human hand took it,
just like a human hand
had put it there

and all those twenty-six centuries
were like one evening and one morning
whose light now danced
on the little oil lamp
and no one could see a difference
between those two hands...

24.09.2013-15.07.2020
Jii

above the town
and the frozen lake
the bright
fearless young eyes
of my niece
look far with curiosity

28.02.2014

maanantai 13. heinäkuuta 2020

THE PEERS OF THE GODS

The gods have always
been on the side
of the rich and the powerful,
and why not?

How many poor and weak
gods
have you
worshipped?

13.07.2020