torstai 4. huhtikuuta 2024

LAVENDER

When you let an 'Artificial Intelligence'
to decide who to target and how many
will perish beside them when a drone
fires its missile, you have removed
responsibility and guilt, made
them obsolete. Or so you think.

04.04.2024


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OLD CAT HAS MOVED ONTO THE WINDOWSILL

The cat clearly thinks it's spring, has
left the side of the heater, moved
onto the windowsill, where he
makes occasional comments about
what is going on outside, asks
to be let out, the geriatric old
fool who was baffled out of
his feline wits the last time
he escaped outdoors.

03.-04.04.2024


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SPRING, AND YOU ARE IN ALL OF IT

Today I'm still thinking
of you, in the brilliant
cold light of the spring,
in the sound of the brook
flowing full and swift
I'm thinking of you, pale
as the melting snows.

03.-04.04.2024


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POETRY IS IMMORTAL, POEMS ARE NOT

Poetry is as immortal
as the human species

(long may it live,
forever may it live
across the multiverse),

but poems are
not; like poets

individual poems
also die, becoming

(through fire by fire,
garbage dump by
garbage dump)

just fading echoes,
lost in the great

cacophony of
human creation.

04.04.2024


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keskiviikko 3. huhtikuuta 2024

ALLIES

Great Britain's Royal Air Force flew the 200th
mission for Apartheid Israel's occupation forces
over Israeli occupied Palestine's Gaza Strip
on the day that Israeli occupation forces
in Israeli occupied Palestine's Gaza
killed three British security guards
(all former members of the UK military)
working for a USA aid organization,
and four aid workers with them,
critically wounding the single survivor.

03.04.2024


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GIORGIONE OR TITIAN'S THE PASTORAL CONCERT(C. 1509-10)

There are five people in the painting
and only one of them is looking
at us; the two musicians and one
of the fleshy nymphs lost in unheard
music, another nymph pouring
water into a well (is music flowing
like water, is lost time regained?);
all are ignorant or uncaring of
the eyes of five centuries looking
at them. Except the raggedy shepherd
with the hound and his flock of sheep
at the background. He is looking past
the four, directly at us, through five
centuries that have cracked his eyes
but kept his gaze steady. What
are you doing here, that gaze asks,
questions, what do you want
from here, what will you
take from this?

03.04.2024


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THE ALBIGENSIAN CRUSADE

Dualism is a religious answer
to why evil exists,

but one of those answers
that turns many a believer

into a crusader, for
dualism grants power,

legitimacy to evil,
a chance for the villain

to triumph. The certainty
of the one true god

winning, granting salvation
is thrown into jeopardy.

Doubt enters faithful minds,
and for the doubt to perish

a sword must pierce hearts
to restore undivided omnipotency.

17.03.-03.04.2024


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A BLONDE ODALISQUE

There is innocence in the nude form of
reclining Lu Varleu, a blonde odalisque from
the page three 'glamour' shots of the 1980s,
innocence that many a woman fully clothed
lacks. Oh, there is certainly sexuality here
(and a hair-style long out of fashion) yet
of the Arcadian variety, of bronze shepherds
and their long-limbed girls without stained
passion embracing, flowing into each other,
becoming marble whitened by time and
an over-eager early curator who had read
his Winckelmann. You can't think, crazy as
it sounds, truly dirty things of her, for there
is purity in the form and the wary gaze.
If you want a woman like her, you need
to be taking your flock of docile lambs
through flowering summer meadows,
in a bucolic landscape out of Hellenistic
pastoral poetry, leaving behind all that
accumulated debris of sexual lust of our
era; and then an act no different from those
lambs of yours mating, pollen entering
a flower. It just is. The purity of sexuality
decades of desire have turned sour.
The kind of which you once knew and
whose memory now flutters in sight,
yet out of your grasp, like those
fabulous curves and that hesitant smile
meant for some Paris who chose old
age over undying fame.

02.-03.04.2024


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BUT IF THE FROGS START TO CROAK BESIDE THE DITCHES AGAIN... (THEY ARE GONE TWENTY YEARS.)

It could be early November
outside; gravel roads, bare trees
and everything else snow and
clouds the colour of snow. It
makes no difference whatsoever
that it's early spring, according
to the calendar. That voluptous
mother Nature is unveiling
herself, throwing aside
one concealing shroud
after shroud, mirroring her
Autumn form in dark pools
of melt water. It makes
no difference. The Spring
will come full-bosomed
and dance the fallow fields
into flowers. It makes no
difference. Moose and deer
will munch on the flowers
and tall weeds and grass under
a large yellow Moon. It makes
no difference, at all. Like age,
a season is all in the mind,
and here it's winter, the dull
gray-white winter thrown
over the unthawing mind.
It's November, in the
landscape of the brain.

03.04.2024


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66 MINUTES

A long time since I've read this
fast, 144 pages in 66 minutes. But
then, Modiano is easy. Flows
swiftly, and there is nothing under
the darkly reflecting surface. No
depths, no objects glittering
at the bottom. I like to say
that if you want to know why
we need history writing, just
read Modiano. His characters
all lost, unmoored in time.
(Artificially, so often, like
in here.) And if you give
them a map, they turn back,
asking the taxi driver to take
them back to the station.
They prefer to search,
that's their point, raison
d'Être. Search. Circling
around something. Like
the boat that so terrified me
at the end of Night Moves
as a child, going endlessly
in circles as you fail
to steer it.

03.04.2024


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THE FAMOUS BRITISH SENSE OF HUMOUR

After Israel's occupation forces killed three British
aid workers in Israeli occupied Palestine's Gaza Strip,
the government of Great Britain has asked the Israeli
regime to investigate itself. One of those
dry British jokes that are so difficult
to crack for foreigners.

03.04.2024


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tiistai 2. huhtikuuta 2024

WHAT THEY BOTH GET OUT OF IT

Disdainfully she says that men
are lured by the promise of sex,
while women by companionship,
to build some haven from the winds,
an evening under the same blanket
on a sofa, watching some classic movie
that is common territory, nothing
more intimate than a head held
against a shoulder, a hand
slowly caressing hair, without
indication given it could or should
lead to more. And men, she says,
just want to fuck and have someone
to do the dishes and vacuuning
and dusting, or half of it
with the younger ones; the lazy,
horny bastards. You have
to give a lot to them, those
males, to be able to rest your head
on his shoulder in comfort for one
or two evenings each week,
and you got to keep training him
so that the hand on your
shoulder, or the one caressing
your hair, doesn't wander and
spoil it all, that one moment
when it feels worth it.

02.04.2024


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READING A NOBEL WINNER

To Louise Glück(1943-2023)

I read a love poem from an author
who died last year. A famous author,
if that matters. (We expect fame to give
something more; a gilding over human
feelings, deepening of emotion turning
shallow coastal waters into abyssal
plains.) A poem about making love
and leaving a mark, in flesh and written
word. And in mind, but that mind
which loved and lusted, remembered,
and created, is gone. The universe,
like a deciduous tree letting a leaf
burst on its branch, had already
allowed it to wither and fall. Those
hands that pulled a gown over her
head gone, the face that was touched
by a lover's hand, gone. They all exist
now - the hands, the face, the mind
the act - solely imprinted into words;
a fragile record of human experience,
as words too are mortal things like
human beings and their flesh and lust.

27.03.-02.04.2024


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maanantai 1. huhtikuuta 2024

AFTER ADORNO

What did Adorno say again? 

I think it went something like this: 
"After Gaza, no Zionist has a right to speak
about the Holocaust again."

It would be a travesty for
the genocidaires to evoke the victims
of a genocide.

20.03.-01.04.2024


ONE OF THE DEAD VICTIMS OF ISRAEL'S OCCUPATION FORCES AT OCCUPIED PALESTINE'S AL-SHIFA HOSPITAL

Body reduced almost to a skeleton,
just enough left that it doesn't fall
apart and can be put on a stretcher
in one piece; but unlike the rest
of the corpse, the head has
blackened flesh still intact.

They say it's a child, the size
of the remains makes it quite
possibly an educated guess, or
perhaps someone recognized in
that blackened face their missing
child, grandchild, or a sibling

and the death of the hope
they still clung to.

01.04.2024


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ATROCITIES REVEALED AT GAZA STRIP'S AL-SHIFA HOSPITAL

Dozens of bodies, some with limbs tied,
decomposing at Al-Shifa hospital's yard
after Israel's occupation forces withdrew,

and the USA says it will ask Israel
to verify if the images of what Israel
did at al-Shifa are true.

01.04.2024


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WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE, ANYMORE?

God Bless Israel! the Christian
Zionists shout, making it sound
very much like Heil Hitler!
and its harder and harder
to see much difference
as the genocide goes on.

01.04.2024


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FROM THE HEIGHTS

All these decades, years,
days, hours, minutes, seconds,
a small movement of snow
that formed high
on the mountainside
growing into an avalanche
crashing down into
a deep, dark valley
hidden from the sun's rays.
There it lies still, that
concentration of time,
and melts.

01.04.2024


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A SUMMER MEMORY, DEEP FROM THE PAST

A fourty-year old memory of a dragonfly
fluttering over reeds on a summer night;
I don't think I've seen another since.

01.04.2024


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AND AS BRIEF AS A BALL LIGHTNING

We are thoughts
slung through time
until we hit
an obstacle.

01.04.2024


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INTO THE DEPTHS OF SPACE AND TIME

On a bright summer night, stand on the shore
of a placid lake, under the handful of summer
stars, and throw a pebble at its dark blue
surface; then watch the ripples spread
outwards, gazing at them until they fade,
and see the lake water recover its tranquil
stillness. That's intelligence in the cosmos,
that's a life lived, the mark we leave.

01.04.2024


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THE REAL STARS OF THE MOVIE

So I was starting to watch Mank
and it was going ok, and then
suddenly a pair of big, plump,
beautiful breasts, and I couldn't
have cared less about Gary
Oldman. What was his entire
career compared to those
breasts! Nothing! What was
citizen Kane? Nothing! It
could've been nothing but those
breasts for the whole two
hours and more, and I would
have given it five stars and
an Oscar for Kaylee Mattoon.

01.04.2024


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NOR IS AN INVITATION ENOUGH

Hope doesn't come
like a migrating bird
to an old nest

into your mind;
you have to write
it there.

01.04.2024


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THE SOUND OF SPRING

Birds are singing amidst the black,
brown, gray and white landscape,
or their sound is present yet
their forms are hidden; they
are but the sound of spring
reverberating through
the day-long gloom.

01.04.2024


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WHAT TO DO IN THE EVENING

It will be soon six in the evening.
I will make a pot of coffee, just
a few cups, then a sandwich
with cheese, putting coffee cup
and sandwich on a plate to take
into the living room, sitting down
on the sofa before the television,
to watch some movie, resting
my hand on the fur of my last
canine friend, thinking
as little as I can.

01.04.2024


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THE WORLD MADE SIMPLE

The forest stands black in
the gray light of the early evening -
of what would have been late
afternoon two days ago; black
trees, merged, against white
snow, white clouds, the world
made simple in colours. Yet
here is the mind making
complex things, complex
problems out of this profound
simplicity, everything it sees
and runs through its brains
overcast with a lifetime
of knowledge and delusion.

01.04.2024


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WALKING ON SHARDS OF MOUNTAINS

Gravel under my boots now, not
snow and ice. Gravel on cracked
asphalt, a winter's worth of gravel
thrown on an icy street, and now
these pebbles that have endured
a million years or ten since torn
apart from the bedrock, rasping
and creaking under my feet,
this part of my brief existence
walking on shards of mountains.

01.04.2024


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THE CORE

In fifty million years or so our solar system's orbit
will take it far above the plane of the galaxy
and some eyes strange to us will see the core
of the Milky Way rising, unhidden by dust,
to the night skies, ablaze. If those gazing
eyes claim kinship, we are still long gone,
deep in the tectonic plates taking
their own downward plunge
into the mantle.

01.04.2024


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FOOLISH BOASTS

You, on the bed shivering in
your nakedness, and embracing
my whole being with your quivering
flesh that has taken me more
than I could ever take you
in my foolish, manly boasts.

01.04.2024


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WHAT WE HAVE WROUGHT WITH OUR MISTAKES

There was an aeon when humanity
had good times and bad times, coming
and going, long and short cycles
turning; you had every expectation
the good times would return, if not
for you, then at some point; deep trust
in the promise of a returning Silver Age,
and one could even paint dreams of
a Golden Age somewhere beyond
the farthest hill at dawn, and believe
that all that would come to ruin would
be but a layer in an ever-growing mound
of civilization. Now, there are bad times
and there are even worse times, and as far
as the mind can reach to the horizon,
more bad times and worse times to
come. We brought down the wrong
order, we allow the worst to rule
over us, and before our doom we
stand like the wife turned to salt
even when the doomed hives
of humanity still cast their lights
in the deepening dark.

01.04.2024


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DEEPER IN THE THAWING EARTH

Time's arc turns towards the cold earth,
snow melts, runs cold and glimmering clear,
the stone shall roll from the entrance
to the hollow where Autumn and
Spring lie side by side, dead; seed
shall flower and bring resurrection
across the fields and meadows
announced by thousand birdsongs,
but deeper in the thawing earth
shall the bones of Lazarus sink.

01.04.2024


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YOUR BREASTS

All I want to fill my hands -
of things beautiful
and fair in this world -
are your breasts.

I would be happy to
spent the whole long day
but fondling and kissing
your breasts,

running my tongue
around your nipples,
sucking and biting
your breasts.

All I want to fill my hands -
of things beautiful
and fair in this world -
are your breasts.

01.04.2024


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BOTH I WOULD GIVE

What I wouldn't give to have your soft wonders
to play with on this long gray late winter day,
to run my tired hands upon your refreshing
curves, to be born anew between your thighs?
My life, my life lived bad and the life I should
have lived, both I would give in this cold gloom
for your flesh to be against mine.

01.04.2024


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THOSE WHO CARRY OUT GENOCIDES

Those who carry out genocides
always think themselves as the victims
of their victims, claiming past deeds
that would justify what can't be justified,
imagining future retribution to come
if they would now stop the slaughter
and not be thorough in the butchery.

They always claim themselves
as the true victims, no matter the guise
of nationality, ideology and religion
they wear, these genocidaires. That's
how they wash away the blood
in their own eyes, and then expect
that the world will give them
a blanket to dry themselves too.

01.04.2024


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NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT ONCE WAS

Might as well have hit in the head
with a shovel and buried in
a shallow ditch, that old self
of mine alive thirty years ago,
for what I've done to the mind
and the flesh that once were his.

01.04.2024


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A NEW ARCHAEOLOGICAL DISCOVERY ON RAPA NUI

You sailed 7400 kilometers
to South America and back,
and all that remains of
your epic voyaging are
remains of South American
plants on pieces of obsidian,
for what you brought back
and planted flowered
yet carried but
a brief fruit, 

01.04.2024


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EVOLUTIONARY FAILURES

Human beings' capability to ignore
the suffering of other human beings
seems endless; and sometimes
their capability the enjoy the suffering
of other human beings seems
also to be near endless.

Morally, there is little difference
between the one who posts
laughing emojis as a response
to a video showing a literal pile
of murdered children, and the one
who studiously ignores the daily
piles of murdered children.

Both are moral and
evolutionary failures.

01.04.2024


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WALKING WITH NEFER

So slow and short the walks now, so
tired when coming back. remember
when you were little more than a puppy,
recently arrived from Romania, and still
very afraid, and we would  walk an hour
until you would finally dare to stop
and relieve yourself. Now it's less than
half a kilometer and a dozen minutes,
but at least you don't have to sit down
to rest - perhaps there will be leaves on
swaying branches, full foliage, before
you go to walk with Tara again.

01.04.2024


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NOT YET SPRING

Not quite spring yet,
in my mind; far too
much snow upon
the frozen ground,
and the five degrees
and hesitant birdsong
not enough to melt
the accumulated
deep, dirty snows of
the long dark months,
the long dark years
laying heavy upon
slumbering existence.

01.04.2024


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