perjantai 28. lokakuuta 2016

A firefly in the cosmic night

There is no death,
no 'great mystery',
there is life and there is consciousness
and there is an absence of consciousness.

There is the primal Nothing before the universe,
a state of unbeing,
and there is a state of unbeing
from which the consciousness emerges
from and subsumes into.

We are not.
We are.
We are not.

28.10.2016

maanantai 10. lokakuuta 2016

Response to a poet wanting someone to remember us

There is no need for someone to remember us,
the land itself will remember us,
the rocks rich in fossils before us
and then the mass extinction
where abundance becomes scarcity.
Somewhere along there,
the last of us.

10.10.2016

keskiviikko 21. syyskuuta 2016

when you read this

i was never intended for these things
so how could i have been good in this
yet i stepped in when i should have stayed out
stayed out and walked away
not to find myself now
with a bow and an empty quiver
standing before you
my Saint Sebastian
each arrow a word launched in error
each arrow sank deep into your flesh
when I tried to be Cupid and Wilhelm Tell
my beautiful martyr

21.09.2016

tiistai 20. syyskuuta 2016

santoka(1882-1940)

poor old drunk
running away
into liquor
long roads
poems
scattered along the way
to that final night
when death blossomed

20.09.2016

lauantai 17. syyskuuta 2016

William Hope Hodgson(1877-1918)

It's April
in Ypres.

Transfixed,
he hears the song
of the
arriving shell.

17.09.2016

maanantai 12. syyskuuta 2016

The landscape moulded itself around you
in your vision,
in reality
you mould yourself into the landscape
but in the end
only the landscape remains.

12.09.2016
Tom Piccirilli(1965-2015)

God Bless America!
9/11!
Greatest Nation in the History of the World!
But when it comes the time
there's a brain tumour the size of a tennis ball
in your head,
it's time for your relatives to beg money
so that you could be treated
in the Greatest Country In The World....
One Edgar, four Bram Stoker Awards
and still you were just another
miserable poor bastard
stuck in a system
where making money on extending your life,
extending your death
was the real horror,
a vampire feeding on you
for every coin you had
and for every coin your friends and fans came up with.
"Give it all to us!" the vampire
demanded, and so
a little bit of life
was bought with much cash
and your death prolonged;
money bought you a twilight existence of pain
chained to the system
like a chattel slave, a goddamn
factory animal existing to make a profit
out of your own suffering for medical companies,
insurance companies, politicians.
It was the real horror
which caught you in its clawed limbs
and never let you go.
They sacrificed you on an altar for greed.
Manifest Destiny!
USA! USA! USA!

12.10.2016

torstai 8. syyskuuta 2016

The mist that remains

Now ghost among ghosts you linger
in silence among the graves,
among the whispers of the life
from whose cocoon you emerged in death.

The flesh and the blood another memory,
beyond the rebirth
shattered fragments form themselves
into visions of doubt and dream.

You once left footprints on sandy shores,
the low tide of life went and the high tide of death came,
and in place of footprints you draw
a vision of life from beyond death.

They come to your grave,
to that stone that hides
what time has not taken
and adore it with flowers and candles.

A cold wind, a falling leaf,
you wonder if you loved those flowers,
if you looked at candles on dark evenings
and saw what you can't see now.

08.09.2016

keskiviikko 7. syyskuuta 2016

Of Lead Pellets and Iron Oxide Particles in the Autumn

Chilly morning, old coffee warmed
in the microwave, tired as
usual, a rusty leaf thrown to the ground
from its heights. The cloud
mass without features, milky white,
the coffee tastes bad, hot liquid
traveling down the throat
I think about the millions of magnetite
particles in our brains, how
we came to this, our brains
like Kashmiri faces after protests,
scarred, changing what and
who we are, our industrial civilization
living in us in our
post-industrial existence, 
like those eyeless children of
Kashmir and their comrades in
Palestine. The outside world
is blind, now the prisoner
like a ruler of old is blinded
to make the usurper safe.
A leaf, on the ground, yellow
beside brown. My feet are
now always cold, in this
world ruled by people
with hearts as cold as those
dug from chests on morgues.
Lead and iron.

07.09.2016

perjantai 26. elokuuta 2016

ISRAEL KILLED HADI(12)

Israel killed Hadi(12) in besieged Gaza Strip on August 26th 2014

Repeat after me:

Israel killed Hadi(12) in Palestine's besieged Gaza on August 26th 2014.
Israel killed Hadi's(12) brother in Palestine's besieged Gaza on August 26th 2014.
Israel killed Hadi's(12) father in Palestine's besieged Gaza on August 26th 2014.

Israel killed Hadi(12).
Israel doesn't 'want peace'.
Israel killed Hadi(12).

Israel killed Hadi(12).
Israel has no right 'to defend itself'.
Israel killed Hadi(12).

Israel killed Hadi(12).
Israel has no right to exist.
Israel killed Hadi(12).

Israel killed Hadi(12).

Hadi is dead.
He looks at us from a photo, suspicious eyes under his dark-brown hair.
Suspicious towards the world that would allow Israel to kill him.
To kill his brother. To kill his father.
Suspicious towards future that would arrive,
not bringing long life,
not bringing old age
but death at age 12,
killed by Israel,
killed by the world.

Israel killed Hadi(12).
World killed Hadi(12).

Repeat.

2014-26.08.2016

torstai 25. elokuuta 2016

Existence written on the space-time foam

The illusion
the illusion
the illusion of being alive
of living
of existing
the illusion
the illusion
the illusion of being alive
of living
of existing
the pain and fear
multiplied
by the fear
of not being alive
of being dead
a corpse
a cadaver
of not existing
being cut off from existence
thrown into a trash bin
somewhere out
of time and space and matter
all the pain
and fear
for an illusion
an illusion
an illusion of life
an illusion of existence
an illusion of living
an illusion of an illusion ending
an illusion
an illusion
an illusion ending

25.08.2016
The past is now a knife in the stomach
being twisted as
blood fills mouth

there is nothing to be done
but feel the blade burning cold
erupting the belly

feel the pain
remember
remember

25.08.2016

maanantai 22. elokuuta 2016

Philip Larkin(1922-1985)

He looked like a racist librarian
Vomited by Oxbridge
Obsessed with pornography
And that he was

A hoarder of filth
Behind a facade
Of a Poet
Building tunnels through his hate

An Englishman's Englishman of
Misogynism and prejudice
Bald little man
So little little man

22.08.2016

sunnuntai 21. elokuuta 2016

Time, being an illusion trapping our consciousness,
disallows us to realize the greater cage
where we, like goldfish in a bowl,
are kept, sentience adrift between existence
and non-existence, trying to keep it all coherent
when everything is but an album of photos
thrown at the floor, from the first cry
to the last sob.

21.08.2016
Weldon Kees(1914-1955)

The ocean takes care of all the problems
but at the last moments -
...always regret.

The deep blue with its strong currents
fought
for the paler blue for its winds,
air.

The tender grip
of ocean
never gives up.

21.08.2016

lauantai 20. elokuuta 2016

The refugees from the Nazis and us

The refugees of the past
are (always) dealt with more compassion,
understanding and warmth
than those of today,
in rubber dinghies sailing the Mediterranean blue,
shivering in tent camps' limbo.
Feeling close to those who have died long ago,
their graves tended with some care,
distancing us from the bodies
the waves push on the beaches,
the unwanted from the sea's embrace;
fooling ourselves thinking that back then,
with those other refugees,
we would have acted differently.

20.08.2016

perjantai 19. elokuuta 2016

Aaron Sorkin wants to sell something to me

A smile of honest eagerness on your lips
is not becoming for a man of wealth and fame
those eyes wanting to please
whoever would buy your craft and touch
devoid of the cold lack of emotion
all real men of substance and property carry
signal hoi polloi of G.I. bills in your family tree
make you look like Jim Carrey
playing Hollywood screenwriter

19.08.2016
The death of Joseph Roth(1894-1939)

An escape for a man who knew what was coming
from the building project of Hell on Earth
to the silence at the cemetery
where words flow on headstones
like the life-ending liquids once did
when a grave of your own
was to become something cherished
as mass graves' bloomed with rot

To die then was to be lucky
when the arteries of the world erupted
pouring fountains of blood
clouds of ash from ovens
where no bread was ever made

19.08.2016
A call of liberty to pirates

A mega yacht
should always be
a death sentence.

Walking the plank
to ocean blue
with a fake captain's hat
a billionaire's fate.

Slipping into the waves
sleek hulls
and less sleek captains
of finance.

19.08.2016
Let's embrace class hate,
let's fight a class war

One rich man
with a broken neck
and a stilled heart
is worth
ten living ones.

19.08.2016
The death of the famous, the wealthy,
the powerful, the moths basking in the flame
of celebrity -
all these are to be rejoiced,
taken with gratitude and cherished
as sources of endless joy.

19.08.2016

DIE JUNGE FRANZ

Hugo von Hofmannsthal(1874-1929)

Fate reserved him
an end worthy of his pen:

A child of his loins
quieting their own heart
brought him
the silence of the Earth
resting heavily
upon his unmoving bosom.

(Praise to be to the privileged
who not only end their own privilege,
without a hope of resurrection,
but their fathers' as well.)

19.08.2016-17.03.2022


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torstai 18. elokuuta 2016

Abu Nuwas(c. 760 - before 816)

Wine and beautiful faces,
long nights spent entertaining those
from whose hands coins dropped
on a poet's palm,
witty lines to lighten up
the crowd in a tavern and a palace,
witty lines to remember
when the poet's path
diverted to jail.
In the end, shadows closing in
hid the the fate
like arrows hid al-Amin
under the waves.

18.08.2016

keskiviikko 17. elokuuta 2016

Patrick White(1912-1990)

A flourishing deciduous tree, splendid
in the sunshine of the late afternoon
and just before sunset,
at the evening when all is calm.
A tree whose bright foliage
protected you from the rain
on an early autumn day
when you rested your weary back
against its bark.
A tree under a blue sky
which carried no seed,
never had a sapling growing
beside it. A tree
which was the beginning and the end.
When the leaves fell the last time
no spring ever brought them back.

17.08.2016

keskiviikko 10. elokuuta 2016

It matters not

The dead we carry with us,
their lives flickering in our memories and thoughts;
those that could come waver on the precipice of existence
- phantoms pleading us
to give them life and blood to flow inside veins
through our days.
The past and the future connect in us,
the past before us and after us,
the future before us and after us,
and whether we are dead, living or yet unborn
matters not, for
for time all points are the same.

10.08.2016
Stuck above an abyss
narrow enough so
that you might leap over it,
if you have no courage to jump
you can always fall.
In the end, in the great scheme
of life
it makes no difference.

10.08.2016

sunnuntai 7. elokuuta 2016

Something in the human nature

All those pillar saints shitting
and pissing from their high pedestals
down to the crowds waiting for the miracles
and nobody thought them any less holy

07.08.2016
Sun wrapped in the branches of an alder,
tenderly;
the sky a blue sea flapping the cloudy bays,
and I hanging from the green grass
above the abyss,
as the world spirals around.

07.08.2016
Stealing bikes from little girls
who dare to cross the chain to the Jewish side of the Jim Crow line,
shooting young boys going through a hole in an Apartheid fence
to pick herbs from his family's land for his mother,
killing young siblings feeding their pet pigeon on the roof of their home -
this is the Israel that "is a beacon of freedom shining its light in the entire world",
"the only democracy in the Middle East", Israel
"which shares our Western values".
I have had shit at the bottom of my boots
that have had more value than Israel.

07.08.2016

maanantai 1. elokuuta 2016

While listening to Giovanni Bononcini's(1670-1747) 'Il trionfo di Camilla'(1696),
with a libretto by Nicola Francesco Haym(1678-1729),
half past four post meridiem on August 1st 2016

Some rain, some coffee with cheese and salad,
droplets running down the window pane,
old coffee with a bitter taste,
the bitter taste of a darkening afternoon,
all those far-sailing clouds
giving birth to these misguided tears.

01.08.2016

WEARING OUR FACES

Some unoriginal thoughts about humans' mortality, after Wisława Szymborska.

The past is a graveyard,
and tomorrow's grave-diggers
are born today,

wearing the faces of the long dead,
the atoms in their bodies
recycled from rebirth to rebirth.

01.08.2016-17.03.2022


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The Christians have one way
from the baptismal font,
out through the church doors
and on to the path through
the graveyard to their open grave.

Pity them.
The same church bells ring
for their birth, their death.
Pity them.

01.08.2016

keskiviikko 6. heinäkuuta 2016

The End

The Doors are praising murder,
but then what is more 'American' than murder?
Murder is the essence of 'America'.
If you take it away, all else crumbles
without its foundation of blood, bones
and the hunger to kill.

They are nothing without rivers of blood.
Behind the facades, it's all they know.
All they want.

06.07.2016

maanantai 4. heinäkuuta 2016

GOD IS DEAD

To Yves Bonnefoy(1923-2016)

God is dead.
Dead like an unborn being only can be.

A clean death.
No giant carcass rotting in open.
No maggots or bone worms feeding.

Just this huge gorge
through the Occidental civilization
marking where it fell,

shattering as it shattered.
The dust in our eyes
is divine ash.

04.07.2016-17.03.2022


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Geoffrey Hill(1932-2016) in the The Serpentine Gallery Poetry Marathon 2009

The dead man reads his poem on the screen,
alive on the year my mother died;
now dead, waiting for a burial,
the dead man reads his poem
in the past, in the now.

It's tortured speech, the lines,
the sentences becoming separated,
the connection between them lost;
each set free, each abandoned,
each pushed out there in the world,
in that moment, in this moment.
Each flickering, dying down.

Words escaping lips
to what could be eternity,
words escaping a living corpse
to life, immortality, postponement of
annihilation surely. Desperate words
thrown out at the world,
like grappling hooks
to save what can be saved,
pulling out parts of the living, dead man
to that moment around him,
to this recording, to my screen,
to my ears and mind
escaping from death, the words,
the final moment to come that came...
Escaping, shards of a man
waiting for his funeral.

04.07.2016

lauantai 2. heinäkuuta 2016

On the death of Geoffrey Hill(1932-2016)

He died suddenly, without pain or dread,
his wife said.
Without dread because he expected to live,
we can assume, but
without pain? Only he knew.

All is written. All is over.
Now only the words, the books remain.
The body lays in cold freezer.
The man and mind are no more.
The words liberated
from their creator.

02.07.2016

maanantai 27. kesäkuuta 2016

The future of Alexandria

The sea is waiting you, oh Alexandria...
As your ruined palaces and temples
set up by pharaohs and kings
lie in its murky waters,
so shall your streets and houses of today,
your monuments of old on land
see the rising sea embrace them.
Your past, today and future shall be united
in the sea, as the glaciers melt
and the Mediterranean rises,
its waves the last army
which shall ever conquer Alexandria.

27.06.2016
White phosphorus burning in the night sky
above Syrian homes
illuminated by its fires.
In human flesh a tiny piece of phosphorus
can keep burning a day;
Lancet study recorded that from Gaza.
It burns holes in human flesh,
in that darkness
it illuminates,
in that darkness
it creates
with that flesh on fire.

27.06.2016

THE NIGHT LAND

Against a light orange background
the birches sway
in the midsummer night.

I have been awaken
by a mosquito
seeking a little blood.

The green leaves, emerging
to their own colour
from black,
on those dark branches
still camouflaged.

The night is a land
whose border is still
far away.

Like the buzzing mosquito,
it escapes me, that border,
through the hours.

27.06.2016


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perjantai 17. kesäkuuta 2016

Alan Hollinghurst II

A fine piece of English chalk
pretending to be marble.

17.06.2016
Tiresias to Creon

To David Hockney

It is wrong, for us - the old -
to continue
when the young die
and are lowered to the soil
to nurture it
when we, with a limp
go to face new days
etching them in our
shrinking brains
when the Earth,
their second womb
makes them a womb
for its small beings.
Cease, old man -
the tombs are ready...

17.06.2016

lauantai 11. kesäkuuta 2016

Alan Hollinghurst

What is the point of Alan Hollinghurst?
To produce a parody of a gay writer's oeuvre
 before they became queer;
producing pastiches of the novels of those
English gentlemen of Oxbridge
too old by then or too dead to bugger him when he was young.
That is the point of Alan Hollinghurst -
a parody on two legs, producing bourgeois fiction
so nauseatingly ready for BBC to produce that
Andreï Makine could be his French pseudonym.
A fine English piece of chalk pretending to be marble.

11.06.2016

tiistai 7. kesäkuuta 2016

breaking the sound barrier
the jet fighter hides behind the cotton clouds
a modern chariot from the sun god's entourage
joining huitzilopochtli hiding its light
in the white mountains floating
but tlaloc that devourer of children
sends us abundant rain
so plentiful are our sacrifices
so freely flows humanity's blood today

07.06.2016