non omnis moriar

forgot to take my medicine yesterday

after coming from the lab

so dizzy day today

headache making excursions in the frontal lobe

made a walk in the autumn

falling as thousand yellow leaves

thought about when i last ran

couldn't remember it

fresh air in the lungs

momentary relief

back here inside

among the dust of passing life

a cup of coffee

still sore about scotland

listening to haydn of all people

praise to maria theresa of austria

too polished

too calm

too much Vienna

too much time inside

in these rooms of memory

too few white tablets

too few

walks without destination

where you just lose everything

but the forward carrying motion

through space and time

in that moment

that motion is enough

to keep everything else away

a pocket universe

free of thought

bliss

19.09.2014