the thoughts slippery at night

sentences falling away depths unseen

coherence lost left the 'I' wondering

grasping losing nothing but itself

generating throwing vanishing thoughts

small stones thrown at black water at night

gone thrown gone sent gone lost gone

gone gone gone gone gone going

peeling layers of thoughts the onion of mind

never hitting that gray piece that is I

wanting to feel itself holding itself

pressing pressing crushing

20.01.2017