AFTER THE PAIN HAS EASED

The pain for hours keenly felt

finally eases; mentally disembowelled

these moments, missing you

all, all the dreams and hopes

that you once put on my shoulders,

wide enough, and which I let

to fall to the ground. Taste of

Purgatory or Hell, it was still

but a small drop from the

ocean of suffering I deserve.

09.03.2020