lauantai 1. kesäkuuta 2019

A LETTER TO FRANCOIS VILLON(1431-1463?)

You vanish from our view like a thief
out of a burgled house at night;
no clerk raised an alarm,
no dog of parchment barked;
you vanish, made your escape
- to the gallows, we presume.

We can't imagine you, Francois,
repenting and living to an old age
of fifty or sixty as some rural
parson or a city clerk;
we can't, we won't -
we have given you a role,
and a role comes with a last scene
to crown you with your tragic fate -
and what is a bad boy repented
but a disappointing bore to us?
Your life, Francois,
was a Brian de Palma movie:
In a long death scene it must end.

Somewhere you slowly turned
in the wind, rotting -
this fate we have assigned
to our thief, lost in the mist of time;
but perhaps it was an easier death
that came to you; in some
cheap tavern a knife
between ribs, or
feverish last days hallucinating
at a monastery infirmary,
a town hospital for the poor -
or perhaps the plague,
that came to punish the sins
of the wicked nations of Europe
again on the blessed year 1464,
covered you with boils
and took you to meet
the men you killed.

Perhaps that death
we, the adoring generations,
could accept -
even a priest on the death-bed,
if one could be found
or some saintly foolhardy Franciscan,
to hear your confession
and give you hope of Heaven
via the divine tortures of Purgatory.
That we could accept,
if some doubt could be cast,
whether you really repented,
or like Pascal thought
it wise to believe
and cast your religious dice
on the Catholic God.
As long as it was
cinematic enough
we can give you that,
de Montcorbier or Loges
or whatever your real name was.

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